SteevAK

Yesterday ended with me worried and bothered by many things. First, I’ll get the stupidest thing out of the way. I don’t know why this is even bothering me all that much. Apple just released two new iMacs. And they completely suck. I’m going to catch so much flak for this stupid stupid decision on Steve Jobs part. Flower Power iMacs? What the HECK!? I can’t believe this. Okay, so that’s the stupid thing that’s bothering me.

Another small thing is that I feel so wasteful. All I do is sit in front of my blasted computer. I have little motivation to interact with people or do any extra work. I’m wasting so much time. I used to be much better than this. Just all this stuff has been draining my motivation to do anything.

Most of the stuff that is bothering me is with friends and past friends. It just seems there is so much hostility and strife. Unsaid feelings, hidden throughts, bad blood just seems to infect lots of things right now. It bothers me so much to see this stuff, even when it doesn’t affect me directly. It’s time like these I just want to give up on the human society and go find some deserted island to hole up on. Maybe it’s better to be alone my whole life than have to deal with all this CRAP.

All right, I need to stop. This is weighing too heavily on me right now. I need a break.